ig greenwood replied...
"Yes, an all expenses-paid "vacation" courtesy of Uncle Sam. 1967-68"
Well, again, let me thank you for your service to your country.
And speaking of service, plow service...
"Forgive my over-reaction. It's just that I find it hard to feature engineer's "running wild" and shoving some poor operator unrestricted through snow-drifts. One transmission via the radio would put an immediate halt to any such nonsense. And yes, there are speed-restrictions for snow-plow service."
Believe me, considering what you went through during your tour of duty... this pales in comparison. Still, after thinking about it for a bit, I can see PTSD as being a possibility...
Sitting alone (I'm assuming alone) in the plow with no noise other than the sound of the wheels against the rails, the wedge and wings scraping snow and the intermittent chatter on the radio... the isolation would start getting to you after a while.
Also, with your only indication of how fast you're going being the passing trees, signals, telagraph/telephone poles whipping past (or are there speedometers on the control stands in the plows?)... it could be a little un-nerving to some... especially at night when the effect is amplified to a certian degree.
Add to that, having no real control over the speed of the train... adds extra stress to the situation.
Almost like being in a sensory deprivation tank.
So, that's where I can see the compound circumstances accumulating to rattle someone up. Some people can handle stuff like that on a regular basis, some can't.
Are you allowed to have a standard AM/FM radio with you while you're pulling plow duty? How about a CD player or iPod? Music or news/talk (say "As It Happens" on the CBC, BBC programing on NPR, "Coast to Coast AM" with George Noory/Art Bell/Ian Punnet) helps take the edge off of things. Again, why I say there should be 2-3 man crews in the plow, with the plow operating the consist. Frequent banter or even just guys sitting in silence is better than sitting alone in a small cab, alone, with just your thoughts...
But I'm
NOT a trained psychologist, so take my "diagnosis" with a grain of salt. (Although, I did have to take some Psychology classes in college when I was a Criminal Justice major, so maybe I do know
something...)
"I could very well be "all wet" here. Could this be post traumatic "snow" disorder? "
No, you're welcome to voice your opinion as you wish. And yes, being a fellow Midwesterner, I can see how your reaction could be attributed to Post Traumatic Snow Disorder. I perscribe a strict regimine of lemonade (or whatver tasty beverage you prefer) and lounging in a hammock for three months (namely June, July and August), preferably with a nice view of the local rail action.